Long Time

I can't believe that its been so long since I last wrote! This year has flown by... One of these days Im really going to write something interesting. Like about my trip to Bangladesh or India. Or Israel for that matter. The problem is that I don't want any of my brain dumps to come back and bit me in the tush. ( That fact that I used the word "tush" tells me a lot about where my filters are. ) Im too afraid of really saying anything bc of Ads position. My mom tells me that whenever she sees me, Im always being "careful" and not being myself. I think i've sort of lost that person along the way!